Masturbation: I Want To Get Rid Of It
Every expert person kindly can you suggest me what should i do now
Main married 32 years ka hoon aur Dubai main job karta hoon room main single hoon wife aur 2 kids pakistan main hain 2 years se dubai main hi hoon family ko bula na saka lekin wife ki bhi bahut yaad aati hai aur every night yeh aakhri baar bolkar masterbate karta hoon phir kal se na karne ka iraada karta hoon lekin phir next night neend hi nahi aati jab tak masterbation na karloon aur jab tak discharge nahi ho patoon jab tak wife ko imagine na karloon bahut dair tak discharge hi nahi hota agar wife ko sex karte hue imagine karta hoon tho immediate discharge hojata.
Aur har waqt yehi khayal aata ke main wapas pakistan wife ke paas chala jaaoon lekin financial problem ki wajah se majbooran yahan har cheez ko bardasht karte hue rahta hoon ab main kiya karoon kiya aisa hi karta rahoon aur 2 teen saal tak ya wapas pakistan chala jaaoon ya aisa hi daily masterbation se koi health par ya mental effect hosakta kiya.
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I am 32 years married and working in Dubai. Live in a single room and wife and kids are in Pakistan. Every night I use to do masturbation with the determination that will not do it since that's the last time. And the next night do it again with a new determination ……………… I have become home sick and want to go back but due to financial problems I am unable to do it. What should I do? Whether to go back or to continue to work here with masturbation on daily basis?